BGM - The Mind
Anxiety Wake Up
Anxiety wake up
We wake up again
Sleeping with the enemy
Or are we just friends
You’re there in the daytime
You’re there at night
You’re there nearly always
Yet you’re out of sight
Follow me in every footstep
Entwined in my thoughts
Giving me neck aches
Back pain and all sorts
I wish you would leave me
Sometimes you’re too much to bare
Yet I know It’s just me
Saying ‘take care’
Look after your inner-selves
The boy, the teenager, the man
Protect them from the world
That they have struggled to take stand
For most of this place
Is filled with thoughts
Listening to them
Even though I don’t want
I hear it too much
That leaks out of their mind
Too much suffering to others
Too much that’s unkind
If it’s not from the news
After changing the station
I hear it from others
With so much frustration
I would listen to music
To close shut it away
Yet it would find a path
Cause it’s here to stay
It seeks me out
Vampire, hungry for blood
Covers me over
Like a tsunami flood
Sometimes I escape
I made it a good day
Or even a moment
A little peace comes my way
That joy of calm, doesn’t last long
Cause it’s all around
Cannot get rid of
The anxiety sound
Voices, Voices
They keep talking to me
Yet I cannot see
I can hear
Yet no one there
What can I do
Who shall I talk to
Is it me
This is a mystery
Disorder
There’s a problem in my brain
Over and over
It’s driving me insane
What am I gonna do with this feeling
It’s not logical or methodical thinking
Is it out of the questioning for me
In the way I am or suppose to be.
How can I know how to hack it
When it’s an imbalance of my emotion that is so erratic.
How am I gonna cope
Feel like I’m dropping down a deep slope
Trying to balance my life
Like I’m walking cross the Grande Canyon on a tightrope
Disorder
There’s a problem in my brain
Over and over
It’s driving me insane